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Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it. - Proverbs 4:23

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"I told God a lot about you, then I cried."
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I began question-ing myself

I realised it isn’t something so good after all. Being too friendly, being too hyper. Sometimes, you give out so much, yet, you don’t receive what is expected. Sometimes, I get so tired of being the one that’s always taking the first step. Sometimes, I wished others would just care a little bit more. Sometimes, I really question, who are the ones I can really go to in times of trouble. Those whom once I thought can be, guess things just changed overtime. I began blaming myself, have I not done my best? Have I not?

I’d remember giving my best, and loving the people I loved. Yet, sometimes, the reply I received just make me think that it’s just a one-sided thing after all. There gone the happy-go-lucky me. I began to defend myself even more now. I don’t know what else to do.

That beyond description disappointments. I sighed to myself. 

Have a little faith? Where are you, dear faith?

"I’m self-sufficient. I spend a lot of time on my own and I shut off quite easily. When I communicate, I communicate nine hundred percent, then I shut off, which scares people sometimes."
Bjork on ‘Self-Sufficiency’ (via oncealoyallover)

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